Someone once said that it takes the tough times in life to know who your true friends are. Yes. it does take the rough bitter times when you feel that you have lost, when you feel that nothing can ever make it better... to realy know who your true friends are..
I was going through my inbox today...rereading all those messages that sooo many friends sent me to make me feel better at a time when i felt i had lost it all. I was surprised to see that some of them were even from totaly unexpected people who may not even have known what i was going through yet cared enough to take time to write and make me feel better. and it did work! today when i look back i realize that i couldnt have gotten through without all of them..without their love and care.
Today as i reread those messages i also realized something that i had seemingly forgotten thus far. I was soo engrossed in my own troubles, in my own pain, holding on to a past that i was refusing to let go off..in the midst of all that i forgot one of the most important things in life! My dreams , my plans, my hopes may not have come true..i may have lost things that i will always miss, that i may never ever get back. yet despite all the curve balls that life threw my way i realized that life has also blessed me with some of the greatest friends that anyone can ever have. and for that i'm truly grateful..to all of them and to life!
it does take the hard times in life to identify those who truly care for you and those whose friendship is just limited to the surface. I'm glad in a way that i was given an opportunity to realize who the real ones were!
None of them will ever realize how much their care and love meant to me not only during that time but even now...unknown to them they are still my source of inspiration, the people who help me up whenever i feel lonely or depressed.
I have always wondered which of my friends would actualy stick with me till the end. i guess i found the answer now...
I only wish that somewhere along this loong rough road of life i'll be given the opportunity to help them just like they helped me..
Life gives and life takes...life took away one of the most treasured things in my life but in return gave me a bunch of friends who are sooo much sooo much more valuable. who love me for who i am and who truly truly care for me and who i know will always be with me.
I looooooove you all for being there..for the words of comfort and support, for the hugs that were given soo freely..for the 'i love u pri's..for the times you held my hand and said nothing, for telling me that i'm stronger than i think, for the "friends forever" and most importantly for telling me that you will always be there...i looooooove you all..forever n ever n ever!!!
happy blue will never forget=))
i looooove you all..
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