I happened to read a text sent to me by a good friend approximately around 1.5 years ago. Even though it may have seemed some serious issue at the time it's so trivial when i look back at it today that I don't even remember in waht context is was sent.
it was one line in that text that made me think about something that I may have started to take for granted. it said "someday someone sooo much better will come in to your life and will love you in the way that you deserve to be loved."
that line stuck in my head and I realized that it's true. I found that person who was and is sooo sooo much better and who realy realy loves me with a love that I guess very few are lucky enough to find and keep.
we are no longer in that honeymoon stage when all is rosy and bright and sweet. we fight, we argue, we shout at each other, we winge, we grumble about having to do this and that, we make each other laugh and cry with the same intensity, we hug, we kiss and we love.
and that last one is what will hold us together I believe coz it has held us together thus far.
however frustrating and annoying our relationship may sometimes get, however and angry and hurt we make each other...i know in those times when he wraps his arms around me in the most random moments ever and says "but i love u no baby" that he realy does and so do I.
He's annoying and stubborn and a knob at times but I can never possibly hope or ask for anyone better or rather..anyone more imperfectly perfect:)
I love you R