friends!

i always wonder what people mean when they say "you'll always be one of my good friends"?? what exactly do they mean? do they mean that they will always be around when we want them??that we can turn to them when we are feeling down?or does it mean they'll give u a birthday gift and wish you for your birthday once a year??OR does it mean that they turn to you when they are stressed out with life? when they are down and they know that whatever you have you will always find time to cheer them up??what do they mean???

i wish i knew....there's alot i expect from friends..maybe i'm wrong to do that!!i dunno...but if i only knew what the term "good friends" meant i guess i wouldnt realy expect things from people who cannot live up to my expectations!

im fed up of these false promises, these false hopes, these false dreams i'm still holding on to...

im fed up of false friends who claim they want to be "good friends" when they clearly cant even be "friends" leave alone good friends!!

i'm tired of trying to be a good friend.....maybe i never was!!

but turn around and ask urself the same question!!
have u been there for me???