Thursday, September 10, 2009

strangers in a strange world....

Life is such a strange strange phenomenon...it does the most strange things to us and then strands us in a strange strange world.

its strange how fate decides to bring strangers in to our lives.people whose existence was completely oblivious to us before fate decided to make them cross our path. we meet them at the strangest places possible, under the strangest circumstances and suddenly these virtual strangers turn into friends...special people in our lives.yes a strange twist indeed!

and sometimes you wonder how these random strangers end up earning an irreplaceable place in your life. you know for sure it was something more than the big straw hat and the ultra feminine pink T that made you feel almost instantaneously that these strangers were strangely not strangers anymore.

suddenly fate decides to change these virtual strangers into very special people in our lives.In their own oblivious way they carve a special place in our lives and in our hearts..they make us smile, and blush like a cute little 16 year old.they make us happy in their own special way...they are strangers no more:)

then they do something that makes you feel so special, so cared for that you feel as if you are probably the happiest luckiest soul in the world. you thank fate from the depths of your soul for bringing these random strangers in to your life.

and then its gone...a minute, a couple of hours, a day is all it takes to turn these strangers who are no longer strangers to us..back into strangers! they are gone as fast as they came in to our lives..

with time you realize that all the while these strangers fooled you...played around with you..maybe unintentionally but still you were fooled into believing something that was virtually non existent. it was all a facade..you look back and realize that everything that you once thought was done especially for you were things that they would do for any other random stranger that they happen to come across!

It rips you apart...breaks you into a million pieces..you curse fate with the same vigour that you once thanked it for for bringing these strange people in to your life. you curse yourself for making these strangers such an integral part of your life..for all the care you gave them..for giving them such a special place in your life..in your heart...a place that may not be replaced by any other...a void that will always remain.

then you try to hate them...for what they so obliviously..unknowingly..and unintentionally did...a futile attempt..you have given them soo much of yourself that you cant find the heart to hate them.

stupid stupid strangers!! you gave them soo much and they never even asked for it. you fooled yourself into believing that they did. you opened your heart to them...and all they did was rip it apart. it wasn't their fault.it was yours for soo foolishly letting a random stranger control your whole life..your feelings...your thoughts..for believing and trusting a stranger who you knew nothing about but foolishly thought you did.

the stranger who turned over your whole world..who changed everything in you..who you had learnt to depend on soo much...who was no longer a stranger to you but rather the very opposite of that....has now once again become nothing but a stranger...a stranger who unknowingly has such control over you..over your thoughts..your mood..your entire day.
ain't it strange how some random person can have such a lot of control over you?such power that he or she can either make or break your day?

life is strange...it brings these strangers into our lives and then rudely snatches them away without any apparent reason and that too after we have made them a part of us...if so why then did fate make them cross our paths?

all we are left is with a deep sense of emptiness...a hollow deep within...a loneliness that all the love in the world cant diminish.. we are left as wandering strangers in a strange world with a heart that aches for that one stranger who randomly crossed our path one day....in a strange way....the stranger who your heart can never forget.

a strange strange world it is....







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