May:)

Isn't May the most glorious month of the year??duh! the month starts with my birthday so is there a chance of it being anything other than glorious??hahahah=)

jokes apart..seriously its been a good month even tho it had a horrid start its been relatively calm and smooth and devoid of any intense drama! all the more glorious coz it was a month of holidays and doing nothing..and just chilling. sigh..wish i cud have done more blogging bt damn lazyness crept in and blog boy was neglected!

and now as all good things it has come to an end...and June is here:D oh dear June! the month of brides and weddings and what not. nothin of this for me though. just the start of a brand new semester. second year.second sem. jeez how time has flown. Its like yesterday when we all met for the first time..a bunch of strangers who would grow to be an amazing group of friends. i wish time wouldnt go so fast coz damn before we know it the 4 years will be over and i'll be out of uni..out there in the big world whcih is going to be half as fun as uni is.so time please freeze! coz i want to be in uni forever:D

so ya..like i was saying may has been good in soo many ways..there was a sense of dread in me to face this month particularly a couple of days in this month..coz for some strange reason alot happened in this very month last year. but all turned out well and may was just plain good:D nothing very dramatic or intense happend but soo much did happen as well.if i was to explain it in one line i would say that it was a month of rebilding and renewing old bonds.

in 30 days i managed to rebuild some of the most treasured bonds in my life. bonds broken in the course of a year, half a year, a month a few weeks.I havnt done anythng realy productive except snooze till ten o'clock in the morning but despite the excessive hours of sleep this month has also been enlightning in a strange way. It has given me time to look around carefully at something that i havnt realy had time for before. the people i love.within this month i've finaly realized who my true friends are. I've made a distinction between the people who i want in my life and those who i dont and i'm happy not coz of this great discovery but because i realize that i finaly have all the people i want and love with me. they are all there..a nice little compact group and i'm sorry but there's no room for anyone else.I'm happy with who i have and for now there are no more vacancies:D

There are things that i have realized about certain freinds that never occured to me before.I've realized that there are people who care for me more than i ever knew. People who i adore but who i never knew adore me in the same way.friends who i have missed and who have missed me in the same way..and i never knew..sigh..all nice revealations innit mate:D

so ya after a long time life feels complete..in an odd strange way..no more broken relationships with people that matter, nomore hard feelings or bitterness...i've realized that life is short..and life is not sbout burning bridges but building them.

proof enough that may was good??it was!! who knows what june will be like? but for now all is well indeed:D

there's just one thing i wish dearly i cud put right..coz it saddens me in a way that very few things do..sigh..i can only hope for the best and trust God to put it right for me..for those i love..

so my dear May..thank u for being a nice month..its been a pleasure to have u..please tell brother June to be as nice as u were:D

and life! i like u these days! coz for once ur behaving urself!:D

goodbye may:)
hello june:D